So sick

Since I took my nclex exam I got sick. I always have a headache, I also had a mild fever at times, I have body malaise, I have tonsillitis, I have dry cough, I have dysmenorrhea, and I can’t speak clearly. I also had dreams related to my nclex. Oh my gosh! I’m getting anxious is that it? Since I have done with my exam, I just didn’t open my notes any longer and besides I really can’t remember all the questions, I just remember the topics. I don’t have any guts to look for the answers which I know I got it wrong. Huhu. I’m just putting everything to God. He knows the best for me. I’m trying to get chill and unwind but when I got home anxiety attacks me again then I’m getting sick again. I hope I can find a job in a hospital although it’s impossible because it’s really hard to find a job in hospitals. I’m thinking of trying Saudi, I don’t now, but if there’s an opportunity maybe yes maybe no. I don’t know. And still doesn’t know how long will I wait for that nclex result. Grrrr….